Jass-till-the-end

怎么办

2008-08-14T20:26:00.002+08:00

感谢我不可以住进你的眼睛所以才能拥抱你的背影有再多的遗憾用来牢牢记住不完美的所有美丽感谢我不可以拥抱你的背影所以才能变成你的背影多在安静角落不用你回头看不用在意林宥嘉却没说，当不成背影了该怎么办。把对自己最重要的放了还能怎样。魂丢了一大半，最后还能不能安然无恙。大概，他也不知道吧。

Performances

2008-06-13T15:44:00.002+08:00

last friday i did my eap presentation and drama monologue exam. kinda difficult to switch from being 'professional' and serious to being a punky lunatic guy (for my drama). Got all my costumes and stuff together with me, so that i could change after my eap presentation. I'd like to thank Michele here for doing my eye make-up. Ernie (my drama teacher) said your skills are amazing. I think u're

one down, more to go... :)

2008-05-30T09:01:00.002+08:00

finally!! HOI is OVER!! itz virtually became 'history' now - well, at least for term 2 anyway. I have handed it in yesterday! It's actually due today before 5pm but i thought i wouldnt really wanna hand it in on the same day with all 500+ students of trinity, assuming that it'll be quite a scene at FSC 18 today. i still remember the helpless feeling when i got so confused with the way the Lex

finally...an update!

2008-05-18T17:55:00.002+08:00

These few weeks have been really, really crazy. haha. first comes hoi and...well, everything else that follows. but i have to say, although the hoi essay nearly drove me crazy at first, i kind of like it as time passes by. it's like...giving me a chance to put my thoughts and ideas into words (something im not very good at)Quite a number of strange things happened ever since i came to Melb. a

The Little Flower

2008-04-15T15:12:00.003+08:00

Maureen (my psychology lecturer) shared quite a touching story with us today, when she was talking about the Alzheimer's disease. She had a client, a 95 year old lady, with Alzheimers. She was apparently, incapable of living without medical care, so her husband had to let her stay at the hospital. Everyday, this cute old man would put on his suit and visit her in the hospital, with a little

Sky

2008-04-14T19:38:00.004+08:00

these are pictures taken from the window of my room. The colour and shape of the clouds change every now and then. within 5 seconds, it's another different pattern. what i dont really understand it, the sky is reddish at night, every night, in fact. i find this really funny. Anyone has any idea?

Guardian Angel

2008-04-13T14:59:00.005+08:00

Thanks for sending me this song... I want you to know that, i know... Thank you, for everything. =)My WishI hope the days come easy and the moments pass slow,And each road leads you where you wanna go,And if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose,I hope you choose the one that means the most to you.And if one door opens to another door closed,I hope you keep on walkin' till you find

18, still a teen? I hope :P

2008-04-11T08:58:00.005+08:00

where should i start about my 18 birthday..? well i pampered myself by going to watch step up 2: The Streets on Tuesday (It's cheaper to watch movies on Tuesdays here) with Derk Wen. The movie was fab and it had been a very nice day. We went to Albert House to take a peep at his room (and gosh, u wouldn't wanna know what i found out there: his room is so much neater than mine) then sorta took a

Us

2008-04-04T09:17:00.004+08:00

All 9 of us went to Hoyts to watch Never Back Down on Tuesday. This is the biggest group i've ever been in, haha. Anyway, we had quite a nice dinner at the Dessert House, thanks to Wei Yuet, who had brought us there. Sometimes it feels really nice, when u get the chance to do what u want to, instead of what u have to. It's even nicer to have felt warmth radiating from the friends around you when

worse autumn i've ever been in

2008-03-27T07:22:00.003+08:00

Something....is very, and i mean VERY, wrong with the Melbourne weather. last week, it was still so hot i wanted to die, and last night. i couldnt sleep well coz i was, and still am, freezing. once it has started raining, it wont stop!!! the temperature drops to like 8 degree celcius or something all of a sudden. and i have to turn on the god damn heater, which gives a smell of burning plastic.

time for a break!

2008-03-26T17:19:00.003+08:00

YAY! my first term exams are now over. I'd say they're not too bad. i know, surprising right? i rarely say 'not too bad' for maths. but really, i think they're ok - not too difficult and not too easy. but well, letz just hope that the results will be compatible with my feelings :P Nat and the others are still having their exams though, theirs last until friday. tough luck, mates. anyway, all to

You've GOTTA read this!! :D

2008-03-21T08:02:00.003+08:00

woken up by some freaking smses sent by the phone company this morning. but looking up into the sky, i smiled. It is again, another nice day ahead. thinking of last night made me grin even wider. It was such a fun night!!! Although the dinner part didnt go so well, we've had such fun when we went out for gelato. Isaac and Nicholas (the 2 'cute' boys) tried to remove their jacket simply because i

And here comes autumn!

2008-03-20T12:29:00.002+08:00

At the first week of summer, u get all excited and thought, "hey, this is just the perfect weather to get a nice tan!"At the second week, you start to bite your lower lip and try to take it easy.At the third week, you secretly pray for more patience.At the fourth week, you simply wanna die.Well, now autumn has started to show itz true colours. Finally it's now cooler in Australia. Life's as busy

It's over, mates

2008-03-15T09:19:00.002+08:00

On wednesday, The SPM results were announced. There were tears of joy, tears of disappointment and shouts of excitement. Whatever your reaction was, i suppose most people will have the same feeling: It's all over now.Frankly, i didnt really think about it before it was announced; instead i was focusing on my bio assessment. i had no expectations, no predictions, nothing - nada. so when dad smsed

尽在不言中

2008-03-07T20:33:00.002+08:00

尽在不言中

2008-03-07T19:14:00.005+08:00

lolx....if u're wanna know whether Jass can cook, look at the picz :P i'm not saying that i rock or something, lolx, but at least....finally....JASS CAN COOK ...!! ....simpler dishes :P

Baa Baa Black Sheep

2008-03-05T17:23:00.002+08:00

when i was still in my mum's arms, my dad had to sing to me to get me sleep most of the time. I wouldn't go to sleep when he didn't sing Baa Baa Black Sheep. So i looked up on a lil bit of the background history of that song. =) Hope u'll enjoy it.Baa Baa Black Sheep Rhyme"Baa, baa black sheep" Nursery Rhyme HistoryEducational reasons for the poem "Baa, baa black sheep"poemThe reason to the

cooking is not mamasak

2008-03-04T17:02:00.003+08:00

If i were still at Penang, no way would i touch any types of raw meat - no, over my dead body. but now that i'm on my own i guess i really have to start cooking. i tried frying fish just now. it was quite a success from the appearance department, the taste's not too bad, but something is just missing. i cant fry a fish like dad. Now i know how much it means to be having meals cooked by dad or mum

Girl at CMC

2008-02-28T19:15:00.002+08:00

A melting Jass has turned into a freezing Jass over the past few days. The wind has decided to joke about with us and blow with full force when u dont have your jacket on, and rest when u have finally decided to put on your jacket. =.= well well well....our first lectures have started. Basically they're quite interesting, especially psychology. touched a few 'fascinating' topics today. I'd say my

Day 3 At Trinity

2008-02-19T18:31:00.002+08:00

The weather's today is as hot as any other days that i'd been here. :P So if u see a melting Jass when u talk to me over the webcam, don't be too surprised. Had our trial literature lecture today. I myself am surprised for saying this, but literature at trinity is sorta fun, most probably because of our dear lecturer - Mr Glen Jennings. He's so humourous and always seems to have ways to keep us

A post from melbourne

2008-02-17T19:14:00.002+08:00

This is my first blog entry after i left home. To all my friends and family, i'm sorry i didnt update my blog once my internet server is activated as promised - i was having a lil problem accessing my blog earlier. well...where shall i start?Melbourne is currently being showered with ample sunshine almost everyday, although it rained during the first day of orientation (:P). This is a place where

If - Rudyard Kipling

2008-01-28T14:25:00.000+08:00

[IF] If you can keep your head when all about youAre losing theirs and blaming it on you,If you can trust yourself when all men doubt youBut make allowance for their doubting too,If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,Or being lied about, don't deal in lies,Or being hated, don't give way to hating,And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise: If you can dream--and not make

Her Name is Grace

2008-01-25T22:52:00.000+08:00

Her Name is GraceXiamen, China. It's amazing, how much one can give for their loved ones. There's someone, who would travel across the lands and seas to be in a different country, experience a total different culture, just to be with someone she loves. This post is dedicated to my bravest sister, Grace. May the force be with you. =)Love,Yan Yan

High jump

2008-01-21T19:04:00.000+08:00

suddenly recalled the first time i really went for high jump in high school. haha. it happened when i was in Form 1, and i had no choice but to do it. No one from my class would go first, no matter what our PE teacher said. i was really afraid back then, i wouldn't say that i was so much of an athlete. But i did it anyway. coz when i stepped into high school i told myself, that i mustn't keep

2008-01-07T17:52:00.000+08:00

Elysia asked me if i've started packing when we chatted online yesterday. She has reached london...she's a step closer to her dream. I told her that i do not know how to start packing. I still seem to need everything...after all, i still have a month ahead of me. but then she said..try to start by packing those that u'll only need in Aussie. And i realised with a pang that, i really gotta start

2008-01-04T21:04:00.000+08:00

I've got myself a new hair cut today!! hahaha...Now i look like someone who has walked out of the star wars movie, seriously. Dad thought that i look like one of those characters in star track, whatever that is...guess itz too old for me to know...hahaha. Deb said that i look more feminine in this new hair cut. i guess i still need some time to get used to me being 'feminine'. haha, i know, lame

True Love

2008-01-03T23:27:00.000+08:00

I'd watched Pride and Prejudice, a movie from the novel written by Jane Austen ages ago. Frankly, the movie didn't impress me that much. Today, i watched a movie, closely connected to Jane Austen - Becoming Jane. And now...now i know whatz love. What life has taught me, what Deb has told me, what the movie reflects, came to the same conclusion. A big part of love, is about sacrifice. When you

Wherever, Whenever

2007-12-22T22:54:00.000+08:00

If you wander off too far, my love will get you home. If you follow the wrong star, my love will get you home.If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.Boy, my love will get you home.If the bright lights blinds your eyes, my love will get you home.If your troubles break your stride, my love will get you home.If you ever find

What's love all about?

2007-12-22T17:12:00.000+08:00

Read a hell lot of blog entries that - maybe - i was supposed to have read 2 years ago. I have never came across anyone who was so DEADLY desperate for romantic relationships. Well i have to say that, to publish malicious blog entries to take revenge against someone who's unable to return your affection is just so..immature. Anyway, the whole point of publishing this post is not return the favour

Always On My Mind

2007-12-20T00:06:00.000+08:00

Went for dinner with an old friend today. Had quite a wonderful night...The weird thing was what he said to me before he went home...He told me that by the time i had finished my tertiary studies, i would have forgotten him. I thought i must have heard wrongly at first. When i had recovered from shock, i managed to stammer out my thoughts. "why on earth would i forget u? I'm still coming back

Are you ready? ;)

2007-12-17T20:28:00.000+08:00

Bought a pair of heels today. These are exactly what i need now - a pair of walking shoes and a pair of heels. I'm all set for my adventure, for the new chapter of my life.Walking shoesPerseverance, determination, confidence, courage, faith.HeelsWit, love, humour, replenishment + a lil bit of fantasy :PYou may have a fresh start any moment you choose, for this thing we call "failure" is not the

Bro-ey

2007-12-14T22:33:00.000+08:00

I'm really happy today! I met Dan when Jan and I were buying movie tickets at gsc. He told me that he's scored 95 marks for his Data & Communications (if i'm not mistaken). And u know what? He'd finished the paper in 15 minutes and still he had got such a score! I've always known that he's brilliant. with extra effort, he can do anything at all. No problem. :D Gambateh, Dan!!

Good memories V.S. Bad Memories

2007-12-13T21:48:00.000+08:00

I am not an actor, so i do not have to collect all sorts of memories in order to create the emotion the director wants instantly. The bad memories in my life had made me grow, so i've gotta sweep them away, as far as possible. Shizu, thanks for chatting with me tonight. I feel that i am at peace now. There is no reason to be unhappy, just because someone lets you down, or whatever. I mean, it's

Worn out

2007-12-11T12:32:00.000+08:00

Imagine waking up one day and find your bedroom flooded. That was what that had happened to me. It was all because of the stupid water pipe. How dare it burst in the middle of the night. That's not even close to the worst part of the whole thing. Only when i opened my door had i found that almost every part of my house is flooded. How ridiculous, I live on the 21st floor, for heaven's sake.We'd

Feel the Magic

2007-11-24T22:54:00.000+08:00

we've just decorated our Christmas tree, my cousin and I. The entire process was filled with laughter, thanks to Jen... =) For a moment, I had really forgotten that I'm still in the middle of my SPMs.Christmas has never failed to warm my heart...All the lights, the Christmas chorals, the Christmas trees, the wide smiles on people's faces...it IS a magical season. Even the air is filled with

I Believe I can Fly

2007-11-20T20:32:00.000+08:00

I used to think that I could not go onAnd life was nothing but an awful songBut now I know the meaning of true loveI'm leaning on the everlasting armsIf I can see it, then I can do itIf I just believe it, there's nothing to it[1]I believe I can flyI believe I can touch the skyI think about it every night and daySpread my wings and fly awayI believe I can soarI see me running through that open

夏天的微笑

2007-11-16T12:16:00.000+08:00

今天是我第一次用华文写网制。XD最近都在下雨, 晒过的衣服总是有一种怪怪的味道. 我这时才发觉, 原来我之前那些衣服那股淡淡的香味是什么味道.是阳光的味道.我是一个即喜欢雨天, 又喜欢阳光普照的日子的女生. 所以说, 我真的很喜欢夏天, 那有雨水又有阳光的季节. 最近,我"认识"了一个真的很像夏天的人 - 汪东城. 从来就不曾试过如此欣赏一位艺人. 他...很特别. 虽然不曾与他近距离接触, 但他已带了许多欢乐给我. 每次看他的电视剧, 我都会笑得好开心. 我知道, 如此阳光的他, 背后有许多需要他很坚强的事情, 但这也是我欣赏他的原因. 他的坚持, 他的勇气, 对我来说, 是他真正的魅力. 原本以为他也只是小孩子气的家伙, 可我最近发现, 其实他的思想还蛮成熟的耶! 所以, 从此, 他就成了我其中一个学习的对象. 而我, 也在聚集着勇气, 迈向等待着我的未来. 多少掌声,

freedom

2007-11-08T13:45:00.000+08:00

since I've said that simplicity is one of the remedies for happiness, then u might wonder, what else? (or u might not, of course). anyway, i gonna tell u that freedom is my second ingredient for happiness.I've been seeking freedom almost since the day i had learned the word. well...itz strange, isn't it? my mum and dad do give me a lot more freedom than any other Asian mums and dads. so why don't

what I'm gonna miss...

2007-11-04T12:42:00.000+08:00

no more tuitions on sunday morning. i no longer have to wake up early in the morning, tidy up my study, switch on the air cond. this morning i had been waiting for miss yeoh's call subconsciously, waiting for her to call to say that something came up unexpectedly and she couldn't come for this week. that was what she would do when she was still giving me tuitions. she had never failed to give me

2007-10-22T20:34:00.000+08:00

watched a clip showing how the Palestinians had striven to survive today. A girl in her early teens gave the most heart-breaking cry after she had lost her family...hundreds of filthy-looking children, waiting to be treated at the medical centre, with tears streaming down their chubby faces...Their pain is immeasurable, both physically and mentally.it has made me realised, that to some people, we

Auld Lang Syne

2007-10-21T13:57:00.000+08:00

Received Miss Yeoh's message for me today...She has been my twin soul for the past 8 years. she's the only person, who knows my so well, who's been with me through thick and thin, cried with me, laughed with me. itz really sad to accept the fact that she cannot continue the journey with me on my way to my future. but i'm sure that our friendship won't just end here, on this small island. because

2007-10-18T21:58:00.000+08:00

Today i accidentally pressed a few alphabets on Jack's conversation window. gave me a heart attack. It has been my habit...to open Jack's conversation window when he comes online, but never once did i say anything to him. it's seemed so natural...ok, enough about him, haha.my days to trinity is drawing closer. i remember the days at trinity when i had been together with prashant and deborah...it

on my way

2007-10-17T17:06:00.000+08:00

Not being a very active person, my childhood days might not be as exciting as my friends'. More than once, I have wondered what happiness is like...Then i remembered how I had loved to linger at the beach when I was much younger. This particular piece of memory has never failed to make me smile. I could still play back the whole thing in my mind. Danny and I were daring the sea to go rougher and

2007-10-14T18:11:00.000+08:00

prash, if u still visit this site, this is to u. I'm sorry that I only update my blog after...like...a century. And thank you so much, again, for creating such a cool blog site for me! So i guess there's no point continuing to talk about my birthday, now, is there? hahha...well, anyway, I've begun my final countdown...7 weeks till i leave school...frankly, i can't wait to graduate from high

Itz ma birthday...YOO-HOO!!!

2007-04-17T22:42:00.000+08:00

yo! know who i am? lol...what a ludicrous question..:P as you should have noticed by now, this is my first blog entry. Anyway, this site is my birthday present from Prashant...thank you very much, Prash...Anyway, celebrating my birthdays had simply been a habit. Frankly, the excitement of celebrating had been long gone, so this year i had planned nothing beforehand, despite the fact that I'll be

2007-04-15T03:24:00.003+08:00

to my dear dear dear classmate aka good friend kah yan, happy 17th birthday! may ur wish come true and good luck in ur future endeavor =)by -kc-

2007-04-15T03:24:00.001+08:00

Hey Jass aka “FIREFLY”, Derk Wen aka “DUCK” here just wanna wish u happy 17 birthday and may your wishes come true and may God’s blessing be upon you :D. Oh yeah, good luck in your SPM examination this year. A VERY important examination that will change our life…FOREVER!! XP . STUDY STUDY but then again a smart person like shouldn’t have any problem with it… so smart… XD. Anywayz